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I never had no one
I could count on
Ive been let down so many times
I was tired of hurtin
So tired of searchin
til you walked into my life
It was a feelin
Id never known
And for the first time
I didnt feel alone

Youre more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
I dont know where Id be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
Youre my best friend
Youre my best friend, oh yeah

You stand by me


And you believe in me
Like nobody ever has
When my world goes crazy
Youre right there to save me
You make me see how much I have
And I still tremble
When we touch
And oh the look in your eyes
When we make love

Youre more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
And I dont know where Id be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
Youre my best friend
Youre my best friend

Youre more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
And I dont know where Id be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
Youre my best friend
Youre my best friend (my best friend)
Youre my best friend (my best friend)

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so i found somewhere that my lovely best friend said:Remember: The only thing that matters is just following your heart, and eventually you’ll finally get it right. w well now, i guess i shall say that im willing to live by her words. i’m not much of following what i want, but i just hope right now i know what i want. but has always just been for me to be happy.

well so much for writing my paper. I’ve done about 2 pages. it needs to be between 3-5. its a piece of cake once if i actually write. then i need to read 7 more articles and write responses on those. yay for not doing my work ahead of time.
i think that tangent time is over and i should unfortunatly get back to my paper.

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its been over 5 months since i’ve written here.

I really don’t know what to say.  My life is changing drastically everyday. I laugh; I cry; I sing; I dance.

these last 8 months have been the hardest. ive been finding me, and let me tell you, its not easy at all.

i want to find some body that makes me happy. i cant tell id it’s sad or not, that i kinda want someone like my dad. cars, handy skills, that kind of stuff. i wouldn’t mind that. oh, and a love of fords and country music.

ive learned that i really love country music. i try to stay in touch with my roots of being choctaw. i would a new pair of cowboy boots, i seem to wear mine quite a lot. I want to lay under the stars and just stare.

i want so many things; im just scared that when i get them i may not want them anymore. like love.

im honestly and utterly scared to be in love. it would be so much easier if cupid could just stick us.

im rambling. its rather common.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ok i feel a little better.

but pain… i can bare. i just can’t bare yours.

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